bullshit cont’d

My mom says this is history.  I’m still trying to process how I feel.  To be honest, my therapist says to not watch too much of this stuff, it is making me too sad.  How do I know what to do?  I’m going back to bed. I’m not even going to school today fuck this shit




M. Night Shamalan scared the crap out of me

Let me you tell you how he did it.

So I went with my friends to see that Split movie which is about a man with many personalities that kidnaps three teenagers, but I won’t give it away. I’ll just say it was a pretty good movie and I liked seeing all of the different personalities come out and freak out and confuse everybody involved.

It didn’t really scare me. I was worried too, because my mom and her stupido boyfriend thought that mayb I shouldn’t go see it because of my history with DEPRESSION which is really just a different word for TRUMP 2017. (But really I was sad before Trump, he just tops it all off with a sideling of crazy.) SO I thought I might be sad or scared during the movie, but I wasn’t. Really, it was just very interesting to watch and think about science and stuff like that. But then so I got home and was like, humph, I’m pretty fearless nothing scares me. WRONG. wrong.

On my computer I watched THE VISIT, M. Night Shamalan’s movie from last year that I hadn’t watched because I thought it might be a little creepy. IT was still on there so I watched it and it terrified the living crap out of me. WTF?!!!

This is not ok. I’m like, really really scared. Not right at this moment, but I know I’m going to have to try to go to sleep at some point tonight and if you know anything about me you know that I don’t like things at night and noises, shapes, everything. I have a whole bunch of stuff to do tomorrow and I just really don’t want to be super sleepy all day but now I think I will be because I don’t know how I’ll go to sleep. This really sucks. A lot.


so fuck you m night shamalan for being so good at your job not with split but witht he fucking visit goddamn you

(if anybody out there believes in praying please pray for me not to be so scared tonight or just to get some sleep but not dead)